In the last war

In the last war
she kissed the place
that I stepped on
but she is far away.

In the last war
I did horrible things.
I’m the only survivor
the other men are dead.

In the last war
I did horrible things
like saying I love you
before I know it.

In the last war
I did horrible things
like killing the other competitors
in order to be the only one.

In the last war
I did horrible things,
like kissing your mouth
while you want to kiss a dead man.

Now, I have no feeling,
I’m dead
kissing the lips that
in other day kissed the ground…

But at least
I love now.